dear god.
im sitting here,in the cold.
down with a disease.
you may not call this a disease.
and yes,im having a freaking fever.
i understand that i have made many sins.
and i try to repent.
this disease,this fever,
i feel theres a reason.
a valid reason.
have i done too much sin?
or have i become a sinfull person.

i keep asking myself.
will there be a tomorrow?
is there really 'the last hours?'
is there really heaven?
when will i die?
what will i become?
am i already an infadel?
cause god,
i am afraid.
i sleep 3 in the morning.
thinking about this.
it makes me sad.
it makes me confuse.
REALLY CONFUSE.
sometimes,i feel like breaking everything.
literally,EVERYTHING.
GOD,please save me.
in this month,
this month of ramadhan.
i wish to turn a new leaf.
i wish to be a better muslim.
a better son,
a better friend,
a better student,
a better 'insan'.
amin.

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dear god.
im sitting here,in the cold.
down with a disease.
you may not call this a disease.
and yes,im having a freaking fever.
i understand that i have made many sins.
and i try to repent.
this disease,this fever,
i feel theres a reason.
a valid reason.
have i done too much sin?
or have i become a sinfull person.

i keep asking myself.
will there be a tomorrow?
is there really 'the last hours?'
is there really heaven?
when will i die?
what will i become?
am i already an infadel?
cause god,
i am afraid.
i sleep 3 in the morning.
thinking about this.
it makes me sad.
it makes me confuse.
REALLY CONFUSE.
sometimes,i feel like breaking everything.
literally,EVERYTHING.
GOD,please save me.
in this month,
this month of ramadhan.
i wish to turn a new leaf.
i wish to be a better muslim.
a better son,
a better friend,
a better student,
a better 'insan'.
amin.