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( Run to the city. )
Friday, November 7, 2008
10:59 PM ●











dear god.
yesterday was the 2nd last day of irsyad at winstedt road.
damn, im gonna miss that place.
it holds many memories for me,
and us irsyadians.
everythings changing so much.
and its making me scared.
but its fate.
i cant just stay in a shell and stay scared forever right?
gotta move on.
thus,
i live for a goal.
and that goal has not been discovered yet.
and i shall not live to wait for my death.
im sry teachers,
i failed you yet again.
i dont understand.
i studied like hell this time.
but still has some subjects failed.
maybe its not my rezeki.
hmm.
well.
it has happened.
and canot be changed.
and jee and izzat:
i hope both of you last long.
and please,
im not jealous.
i have faza.
im not talking with you as you already have izzat.
if i talk with you like we always do,
he'll get mad at me and you.
so its better for me to stay away.

my beautiful decay:
i hope,
my decision as a leader to throw nadya out was right.
and i was thinking of alowwing fadel to play as our lead guitarist.
GUNDU GIRLFRIEND:
ble nk jumpe lagik you??
haha:DD
wasalam.
ahmad ruzaini bin ja'afar.