volume.26

flow chart.

2010-03-28T01:40:00.000-07:00

this week was painful.first,you changed.idk,its lke you changed and youre like running away. please dont.i miss you.second,classes are being changed.bukhara,my class,the class we fought together trough thick and thin.im gonna miss you guys.

thats all i guess.i want you back.sigh

2010-03-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today was part boring part fun.lunch with S was slow and fun.S's tudong was being an ass as it was producing white fur ;DD the tomyam was filling.and right away after lunch i went to athletics.feet and tummy wasnt cooperating.i went to bad mood mode and running was like crap.

but to my rescue was HEAVEN AND EARTH'S ICE LEMON TEA ;DD thanks for making my day soft drink.muahaha

for the first time in 4 years,my mum doesnt need my ft for the report slip.i must thank friend teachers,S and allah for believig that i can do it.i love you all.

three cheers for sweet revenge.

2010-02-28T02:54:00.000-08:00

saturday was a slow yet enjoyable day.canceled skating with dolah.i was too lazy!sorry dolah.then met Sdst at bugis.met alot of familliar faces while waiting for Sdst.went bookhunting and elevatorthrilling at national library.prayers at sultan and ate at victoria's.XDthere she met her bfriends and talked abt thier stuff while i was impatiently waiting fo me nasi pattaya.after around 15mins of thinking where to go,we finally agreed to go to that awkward place tp take pictures.journey back to adm with hsnh was fun.met the guys at teh court.

the moon was lovely and she only got to see the reflection.oh well,at least you got to see me?

XDD

2010-02-22T04:34:00.000-08:00

its been a long day.im tired and for the first time in weeks i went home straight after asar prayers.journey home made the impact.hafiz showed me a video about yaumudeen and naar.i was shaken by the descriptions from the sheikh.thanks allah for answering my questions.

it is the decree of allah and he does whatever he wills.

waslm

badbadbad.

2010-02-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

well,maybe its me?i miss you.

cause i love you more than ever

2010-02-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

i think.

2010-02-03T06:19:00.000-08:00

i think im lucky.
i think youre the prettiest thing in my eyes
i think i have issues
i think my school sucks
i think fred is lame yet helping cope the lame-os beside me and him.(note that lame and lame-o is different)
i think ste is making me a better student.
i think i have the potential.
i think the twilight saga is kinda stupid yet entertaining;DD
i think i love birthday bashes.
i think i have too much pimples
i think that islam is currently so devided.WE MUST BE UNITED YA AYYUHAL IKHWAN
i tthink my bruise is irritating.
i think i have huge feet.
i know i love you.

just.wait.for.her.

2010-01-27T05:45:00.001-08:00

smiling in the morning,at the moment you wake up feels so good.plus your voice?even better.

journey to school was quite draggy.luckily i had my trusty 'breaking dawn'.duing english,we talked about how muslims are treated nowadays.what i think?i think muslims are treated badly.

and the medias doing the most damage.they only show the bad things muslims do.the violent muslims.only thoseare spreaded around the world.eg;an arab kills his daughters and wife.ppl would go around saying muslims are murderers.violent ppl.NO RELIGION TEACHES VIOLENCE.oh cmooon ppl.

just a glimpse of you would make me smile.

cant you see how sinceere i am?if there wasnt so many competitions.

you(:

2010-01-24T05:45:00.000-08:00

today was draggy as hell.woke up.ate breakfast.tuition and literally lazed through the day.what a waste man.could go library with her but noooooo.i chose to stay home.pfffffffft -.-
mum and sis came home with a frier.ate loads of beef ;DD getting fatter man.goshhh.

aku:(farts when taking wudhu')
mak:eh kau kentot?
aku:aah lah. -.- duhhh.

relief.

2010-01-16T08:15:00.000-08:00

haha!

2010-01-14T05:55:00.001-08:00

feeling very hardcore todaaay ;DD.spent most of today telling fred lame jokes and laughing at him layan-ing feriza.gossh both he and zul is so fishing lame maaaan.i wanna change seat!no wait,i want ppl beside me and fred to change.yeah,that sounds better ;DD

whats small and fast?a rat that rides a motorbike!XDD

school's hard.life's been harder.its all in the 90/10.its all in my reaction.it all depends on me.i can be what i wanna be.but i must go through all the rintangan.even cikgu said i had what it takes to be a leader.the only problem is how i react.pray hard.pray hard.prayhard.

SAVING MONEY FOR LAMB OF GOD GIG.MUST DIET.MUST SAVE MONEY.NO EAT.NO EAAAAAAT!NO EAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!(IM FISHING HUNGRY MAAAN)

effed up

2010-01-12T05:38:00.000-08:00

i cant help myself.

i dont know why i feel so fucked up.

(gasp!i sweared?)fuck off.

since last week,everything went crushing down on me.

the promises are crushing me.i feel like running to another country or sumthg.

deciding is one of the hardest thing to do.

just thinking of it makes my head hurt.

cmon ruzaini!you can do this!

youre gonna pass fucking STE!and

youre gonna prove everybody fucking wrong!

just ya'all fucking wait.

sorry for teh cursing

NYP.

2010-01-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

hey,so today i went to NYP with teh sec5 girls.

was late as usual.XD

NYP was biiiiiiiig.you can literally get lost there.

so there was some courses that caught my attention.

some of them were,hospitallity&tourism and motion graphics&broadcast design.

free gifts.XDD

after NYP,we went to bugis to eaaaat.
and damn,i was still hungry after the meal.-__-

went "shopping" with teh girls.

shazaa bought a $2 bag which is a GREAAAT BARGAIN.

-.-

terrified of what is to come.

2010-01-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

i had a dream that you ran away from me.

just thinking if that were to happen makes me worry.

nevernever do that.pls

skate on saturday?

2010-01-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

youre the only one i look forward seeing everyday.

last fall;edits

2010-01-03T04:54:00.001-08:00

not infatuation?

2010-01-02T03:11:00.000-08:00

hair

2010-01-01T07:55:00.000-08:00

all for you.

my attempt to write a long post.

2009-12-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

thursday;last day of ste camp.

woke up late.(as usual)reached school around 830.

my group had 6 points minus-ed cos of me.XDD

started with arifftan teaching nahu.y'know what?

i prefer him than ustd azhari.waaaay better ;DD

then it was the amazing race.

my team's 1st station was teh esplanade.

it was raining heavily and everybody was wet.woooh.

doing some i'rab.while me and haziq are slacking away.XD

friday;went to my 2nd house at johor.

slept all day.

then bbq at night.i enjoyed smuggling away steaks while i hid at teh backyard.;DD

while chatting away with her.haha

slept around 2.

sunday;

watched avatar and alvin and the chipmunks 2.

y'know what?the guy that sells teh tix prounounced avatar,

'abata' and chipmunks,'chipsmunks'.XDD

2009-12-26T01:01:00.000-08:00

6.5

2009-12-24T04:54:00.000-08:00

leaving for malaysia around ten.

thanks for the day guys.

im just a pathetic 6.5

2009-12-22T07:45:00.000-08:00

goshh.only god knows how much i miss my late grandparents.

atok i miss you jokes and nenek i miss your cooking;D

lychee

2009-12-21T06:20:00.000-08:00

its as if im your stepping stone.

heartache

2009-12-19T02:02:00.000-08:00

swing the heartache,feel it inside out.

2009-12-16T23:19:00.000-08:00

holiday ending.

FFFFFFFIIIIIIIISSSSSSSHHHHHHHH!

day 1;endless rain.

never ending.

2009-12-11T04:11:00.000-08:00

thanks ilyas for the free blue earpiece!

ily ;DD

went for friday prayers as usual.

then sushi,as usual.

rotted at home.(as usual)

loads of chores.(as usual)

watched tv.(as usual)

its never ending!

its teh smex aye! ;DD

field.oreo.grass.ants.apples.you.

2009-12-10T09:50:00.000-08:00

woooooohoooooo!

2009-12-08T00:48:00.000-08:00

I think these two girls are the coolest girls ever apart from my mother.

AND THEY GOT OREOS!
(where's hjn?)

blogging for you.

2009-12-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

Shazaa and HJN are here updating this idiotic boboy's blog cause HE IS SO DUMB!
*claaaaaps* yes he has no idea what to say to his readers. So, if you are an active reader to his blog, NOTE TO SELF: DONT BOTHER! USE YOUR TIME WISELY! :DDD

So, this is hjn's laptop and shazaa is typing it while owner is browsing thru the phone. We are hanging out at hjn's and planning a picnic next to her flat! WOOHOO! Now, we need cash to get some pizzas. anyone would love to donate? ;DD

How are you people? How's your holidays? :DD
Please respond. to there. <<<<<<<

greetings. HJN's here to just say that Ruzaini's frkn lazy. (@#$%^&*) shazaa and ruzaini dropped by my house to have a picnic at the field nearby.

So we hope you enjoy our post even better than his.
WORLD PEACE!

estatic.

2009-12-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

new life.

new hope.

new goal.

new me.

ICEKACANG

2009-11-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

DUET AKU BURN BLANJE ORG ICKACANG

-_________-

BBQ!

2009-11-16T18:48:00.001-08:00

effeff

2009-11-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

last week bowling was fun.

played truth or truth at mcd.-__-

then went mengumpat at esplanade rooftop.HA HA

satu hari tk gado dgn shaza.XD(improvement ah)

EH ADIB!ACAP!ESOK SKAAATE?PLEEEASEEEEEE!

i had a good long of myself in the mirror and realized.

i look so rundown.

and becoming more and more boring.
;DD

...

2009-10-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

vietnam,2008.

the clouds i can handle.but i cant fight with a eclipse.

mojor oh no!
AKU BLOM HAFAL HADITH!
AND THE EXAM IS TOMORROW. -_____-
(INSERTS TRAGIC DEATHMETAL BACKGROUND MUSIC)

eh tapi mustolah tkya hafal.
tu time tido ah.
muehehehe.

crash and burn.

2009-10-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

CRASH and BURN
those two words.

two highlighted,bold,capital words.

i regret ever saying that to you.
i was in a damn bad mood.
and you made it worse.
i was so angry i could throw my phone.
but no,
i threw all my tantrum to you.
seeing just now,
i was sooo sick of myself.
i am a monster.
a big effing jerk.
how could stand someone like me?
eff man.
im really sorry.

i owe you a big effing apology.
TO YOU,
SHAZAA BTE HANAN,
i am EFFING SORRY.
really,i am.

gaaaaaaaah!

2009-10-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

GAAAAAAAAAH!!
im tired of everything.
i need some excitement maaan.
or i'll turn into a walking corpse.
its living everyday like this.
where did all the fun go to?
pfffft.
-____-"

and hey guys.
maybe im going canada next year.
SO WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!
atlast something different huh.hahaha

life is so effing boring in singapore.
i feel trapped.
enclosed in a lockup.
with no freedom.

2009-09-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

aku tkto buat siol.-___-"

2009-09-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

iftar irsyad

2009-09-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

2009-09-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

eh skola tu ape ah??

JAMJAMJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM LAH!

2009-09-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

btw tu rokok bkn i pnye ehh.
hahaaa

love story.

2009-09-06T23:57:00.001-07:00

2009-09-06T23:21:00.000-07:00

sweeping the dusts.

2009-09-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOG PEOPLE!

AND YES,I KNOW.
ITS A VERYVERYVERY LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG.XD
ITS BEEN HARD.
AND I LOST MY MOOD FOR BLOGGING FOR LIKE TILL TONIGHT.
AND YEAH,HERE I AM.
XD

SO YEEAH.
IM IN A GOOD MOOD.

thts all i think.
hahaha
tc yo

2009-07-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

2009-07-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

2009-07-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

i am ___.

2009-07-04T07:14:00.001-07:00

there lies mary.

2009-06-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

i know,

its freaking long since i updated this dusty blog.

my life,its just geting worse.

so yeaaah.

and hey watch this!

hillariousi tell ya.

7 ate 9.

2009-05-16T02:27:00.000-07:00

exam had just ended.
went back home,

then went to shaheed's.

played soccer.
tadaaaaa.

-.-

12 effing may.

2009-05-12T07:18:00.002-07:00

happy bday ahmad ruzaini.

may you enjoy(which i did not)

may allah guide you through your journey in life

and may you pass your exams with flying colors.

P1 REGISTRATION TEST.(photgrapher for that day)

2009-05-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

airport.

2009-05-03T03:07:00.000-07:00

heartburns.

colour the rainbow.

2009-04-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

presenting;

Colour the rainbow.

i am currently experience-ing what you call depression.

i can literaly cry anytime.

bleaaaah.

school.friends.teachers.asst. chairperson.

go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

you.

help me you.

father,jeff

2009-04-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

currently staring blankly into thin air.

thinking about lyrics for a new song.

shucks,

aku keje skola satu bende tk buat nk pk psl lagu.

XDXD

father kt thailand.

ngah keje.

cant wait for him to come back.

hes buying a pair of boot cut jeans.

;DD

andand shazaa bully aku!

jaga ah kaaau gemok!

mueheee

for you i will,

my dream.

2009-03-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

i have just learnt a new word.

incarnadine.

if it could just be real.

life would be sweet.

walking with you.

till we never get tired.

Dear March Hols,You Suck.

2009-03-21T16:36:00.000-07:00

me,myself and ruzaini.

2009-03-14T08:12:00.001-07:00

today.

2009-03-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

photography today was boring,

boredom,bosan,mumil,mendaaaaaaak.

especially whithout you.

i cant even walk right.

dang,

i just miss you.

and it has only been 1 day.

maumaulidlid.

2009-03-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

today we had maulid.

pagipagi je dah kne nasyid.

dah lah smlm kne nasyid beh hanco,

so pg td ade trauma siket ah g dpn(XD)

so during conact time,

ustad wanted the whole class to do qasidah burdah.

it was greaat,

dapat maen gendang sme kt dlm klas.

smpi ustad pon maen gendang.hahaa

after class,

went to bedok to play soccer.

GEREK!

ali ex juned pon turon.

padang dy besar like,besar giler seh.

achievements;

scored 2 goals,

got to irritate umar,hafiz(?),qiok,

ah.sme org ah.

after soccer,

aku ,acap.shd,fadel,qiok,ali and faiz g mejed kasim for solat,

after solat ktorg g makan2 jap.

we talked abt lotsa things,

sufism,tarikah,malaikats,

bid'ah,niat,rukun solat(XD)

and last but not least,

girls.

XDXD

went back home with acap.

talked about genres.

bass,breakdowns,gores any many other things lah.

i wish you could go tomorrow.

pffft.

au revoir.

2009-03-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

i miss old times.

photos of this week and last week.

2009-03-08T04:15:00.000-07:00

salam.

fate.

2009-03-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

to start with the good,

to end with the best.

to be born with no sins.

to die with no sins.

to live your live the fullest.

and when it ends,

you,yourself would the one smiling.

if this is fate,late it be.

i syg you.

2009-03-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is qiyaaam.

nooooooooooooooooo.

"your silly jokes,

i laugh when im alone,

youre unordinary,

angel,

iloveyou."
-as beutiful decays.

dreams and revelations.

2009-02-23T05:39:00.000-08:00

a snake and swan.

then came a black swan.

what would happen next?

only god knows.

barage outing.

2009-02-21T16:22:00.000-08:00

yesterday,

me and acap went to penin to buy a bag.

then went to esplanade to play guitar.XD

went to meet faaats,

solat,

and went back to esplanade to meet the others.

walked to cthall mrt stn,

to go to marina.

from there,

we went to marina barage.

after all the hustle,

we went to far east to eat.

;)

botak.

2009-02-20T19:44:00.000-08:00

BOTAAAAAAAAAAAAK.

AKU BOTAAAAAAAK.

BOTAK

BOOOOOOOOOOOOTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK.

<3

2009-02-19T06:21:00.000-08:00

you light my day,

throw my wories away,

the minuite you see through my eyes,

the hatred in me dies,

far away,

in the mourning light,

i see the fire,

in the dark night,

whithout you by my side,

my whole life would be a lie,

your silly jokes,

i laugh when im a lone,

you are unordinary,

you are like a canary,

flying high,

into the sky,

freedom so great,

it never dies,

in the mourning light,

i see the fire in the dark night,

my heart,

sleeps in your love,

my heart,

till tomorrow,

my love for you will never go.

how thorough.

ily.

sec2itqan.

2009-02-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

whoa.

imissmyoldschool.

imissthe envirement there.

the fresh air.

the green grass.

the big,old,yet magestic cotton tree.

the trashed toilet.

the overdone classes.

the left-alone garden.

the dewan.

the street soccer court.

the BIG GREEN FIELD.

the erieness i feel in the night,there.

and especially,

my energetic,heartwarming class.

theyre always there.

now,

everythings gone.

smelly smoke from cars.

no field.

no green grass.

no football.

dang.

i want newton.

2009-01-27T05:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday was photography.

we went to;

henderson waves.

me wearing luqman's stupid cap.

shazaa daydreaming.

whoa.

hortpark.

ICECREAM!

dola having fuuuun.
haha!

shazaa molesting a scarecow(?)

we ended photography at ljs at somerset.

from there,

me and luqman went to masjid malabar with jonedians.

and saw the solar eclipse,

cant be seen in the pictures.

wasalam.

soccer outing.

2009-01-24T16:18:00.000-08:00

last friday,

we played soccer with junedians.

after soccer,

we went to pray,

then fadel and mateen motek under the block.

at the mosque,

we took some stupid pictures.

and MATEEN IS SUPER DUPER DUPER GAAAAY.

YOU AND FADEL.

2009-01-19T04:16:00.000-08:00

as beautiful decays acoustics.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwRmv9xcc64

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5O7VmPmGP0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfAW2DRNKa4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQPJ0UPGRGc

follow in sequence

2009-01-18T03:36:00.000-08:00

this is only one of the COVERS(XD) we played today.

i'll be posting the others tomorrow.

BEWARE;

THIS WAS WHEN I WAS FEELING A BIT CRAZY,

SO MIND MY VOICE

XD

2009-01-17T03:15:00.000-08:00

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU COOK RICE WHITHOUT WATER.

THIS IS HIGLY DANGEROUS,

AND SHOULD ONLY BE DONE BY EXPERTS.

tarikat and ugama sesat.

2009-01-08T04:09:00.000-08:00

a few videos of tarikat.
a bit scary,to me.
tell me your views.
do you think this is wrong?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGI5cEuRdvk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8x38WH2fssQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wi1WEPqpWdE

this guy claims he is a new prophet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmV1oJGd1Mk

holiday.

2009-01-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

just back from ho chi minh,vietnam.
photos will be posted tomorrow as i left my camera in the car.

i skipped 1st day of school and i feel cool.

i heard that im the chairperson.

that i still dont believe.

haha

guys,

im over her okay?

please,

kalau org dah tak ske,

ape bole buat kan?

takkan nk pakse?

please,

jgn spam ah.

forum perdana.

2008-12-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

forum perdana was awesome.

(the fact that i only listened abit)

there were many irsyadians there.

as well as junedians.

but 1 person,

1 crappy person wasnt there.

how sad.

she is....

(drum rolls)

SHAZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

muahahahha

too bad for you.

oh,i rock your world.

\\m//ruuuuuuuz\\m//

2008-12-16T20:37:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
-err.yeah?
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
-why not
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
-er.2 minuites?hahaa
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-waste it
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i wouldnt want to.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-siaalaaa.ntah eh
7.List out 10 favourite things that u like
-guitars
-bands
-shopping
-jamming
-dressing up :D
-crapp-ing
-friends?
-haaaaaaaair
-rock chicks ;P
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
buat bodo sudaaah.ade byk lagi lah eh
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
holidaayy?haha
10. What makes you sad?
death
11.. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
successful photographer.hhaa
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
family.
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
religion.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and rich?
married and rich.
15. What is your favourite colour?
black/pink
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
the one that is similar to me.
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
no
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
nothing
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
friends.
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
ntah eh

tsk

2008-12-16T18:22:00.001-08:00

and you call yourselves friends.
fuck you all.

faaaaaaaaaaaaaats

2008-12-11T06:29:00.000-08:00

shazaa sucks.
she asked me to tell everyone that she'll miss me during the hols.
AWWWWWWWW.
i hate you too
:D

2008-12-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

1. What have you been doing recently?

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no! ahaha
3. What happened at 10am today?
err.i was sleeping i think. ;D
4. When did you last cry?
last week.
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeaah(:
6. What do you want in your life now?
an electric guitar!
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
neither?i run like crazy(:
8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
sing(:
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
kaen.HAHA
10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
tomorrow aku blanje kau apape bende kau nk k?-shazaa (HAHAHAHAHHA)
11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
Ntah eh?haha
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope(:
13. What was the last movie you caught?
american pie.haha
14. What are you proud of?
me being a rocker;D
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
esok jumpe kt sultan kol bpe?-shazaa hahaa
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
my heart by paramore
17. Do you have any nicknames?
yeaah.ruuz is a nickname kaan?
18. What does the newest text say?
esok kau g maen bola taaak?-fadil
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1.et is sooo boring:D
20. Are you currently happy?
not quite.
21. Who gives you the best advise?
err.shazaa? (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yeaaaah!haha
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
yupp.
24. Is something bugging you now?
yes.
25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
the tv?is that a person?HAHA (:

2008-12-06T19:26:00.000-08:00

kekasihku seru.

2008-11-26T20:33:00.000-08:00

2008-11-26T00:13:00.000-08:00

2008-11-25T02:48:00.000-08:00

bby;

iloveyou sexy;D

momo;
dah post!!

shz;

oi minah.

relax ah.

ni sme aku dah lalui.

(cheyy!)

pape blg aku k?

faaaats!

\\m//

2008-11-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

1. The person who tagged you is?
shaza

2. Your relationship with him/her?
crap buddies.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
crazy.wacky.bubbly.nerdy.-.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
played truth or truth with me?haha!

5. The most memorable thing they had said to u?
she said that i am C O O L!hahaha

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
lessening of jerawat on her face(:

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
pinch her nose.

10. What is it you want to tell her now?
thank you for entertaining me now and then(:

11. Your overall impression of her is?
great to hangout with.

12. How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
err.ask them?

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
that i look a little like chinese.

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
i dont think about others.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?-
oliver sykes!

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
i know people love me.hahaha :D

as blood runs black

2008-11-18T19:42:00.000-08:00

as blood runs black.

hardcore/deathcore

greatest songs;

in dying days.

before the break of dawn.

chug chug.

hester prynn.

the baeutiful mistake.

diamonds arent forever.

legends never die.

this band;

their songs are great to listen.

makes you wanna head bang.

but most of the song sounds the same.

haha:D

\\m//

RATING;

hhhhhh

OVER 10

2008-11-18T04:31:00.000-08:00

SILVERSTEINh

POST HARDCORE.

best songs;

my heroin

bleeds no more

worlds apart

bodies and words

call it karma

smashed into pieces

smile in your sleep

red light pledge

vanity and greed.

this band;

i've been listening to them for almost two years now.sand i am still a big fan of them.

\\m//

rating;

hhhhhhh

over 10.

soccer.

2008-11-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

2008-11-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

dear god,

is it wrong?
is it wrong for me to listen noisy rock/metal songs?
im not worshipping the bands nor SATAN as some critics might say.
to me,
i listen to these kind of music is because im stressed.
i destress by listening to these songs.
the great solos.
the great chorus.
the bass.
the crazy beat of the drummer.
the screaming of the frontman.
what more can you ask for.

as related to hiphop or pop or whatever music that nowadays girls and guys listen,
to me,
the meaning of those kind of songs mostly is about SEX,MONEY AND DRUGS.
or rather,
it doesnt have any meaning.

so.
this post is dedicated to unkown.
ITS MY CHOICE TO PUT WHAT SONG I WANT.
ADE MENYUSAHKAN KAU KE?
THAT SONG HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH SATAN.
AND IT IS JUST A SONG ABOUT METAL.
MAYBE I AM WRONG ABOUT THE PART I PUT THE PICTURE WITH AURAT.
I HAVE DELETED IT.
MAYBE NEXT TIME,
mind your own business.

wasalam,
ruzaini.

shadi ruzaini jr.!

2008-11-11T19:17:00.000-08:00

oh.
yesterday was a blast.
akid,muzaffar,shaheed,iqbal,amon,muzam,fadel and me
went to play some street soccer.
it was awesome.
played some matches with some chinese kids.
HAHA
and played with this budak jonet ah.
haa
so thts all lah.
later i'll be having soccer at school.
hoping i play well.
hahaha.cos sumtime i suck like hell.
-____-

and muzaffar!
aku nak gmbr bola smlm!

ahmadruzainibinjaafarbinsamad

2008-11-10T04:20:00.000-08:00

what a day.

i went to the movies with shazaa and the others.

at 1st,

we wanted to watch madagascar.

but it was all shazaa's imagination.

haha!

after some debating,

we watched QUONTUM OF SOLACE.

the story was quite action packed.

and filled with some dirty parts.

hahaha:DD

after movies,

everything burned.

literally.

i hated that part of the day.

toooot.

fazaaaaa.

go make peace with eeka lahh.

please?

2008-11-07T22:59:00.000-08:00

dear god.

yesterday was the 2nd last day of irsyad at winstedt road.

damn, im gonna miss that place.

it holds many memories for me,

and us irsyadians.

everythings changing so much.

and its making me scared.

but its fate.

i cant just stay in a shell and stay scared forever right?

gotta move on.

thus,

i live for a goal.

and that goal has not been discovered yet.

and i shall not live to wait for my death.

im sry teachers,

i failed you yet again.

i dont understand.

i studied like hell this time.

but still has some subjects failed.

maybe its not my rezeki.

hmm.

well.

it has happened.

and canot be changed.

and jee and izzat:

i hope both of you last long.

and please,

im not jealous.

i have faza.

im not talking with you as you already have izzat.

if i talk with you like we always do,

he'll get mad at me and you.

so its better for me to stay away.

my beautiful decay:

i hope,

my decision as a leader to throw nadya out was right.

and i was thinking of alowwing fadel to play as our lead guitarist.

GUNDU GIRLFRIEND:

ble nk jumpe lagik you??

haha:DD

wasalam.

ahmad ruzaini bin ja'afar.

2008-11-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

swimming was fun.

infact,it was

superb.

blablabla

2008-10-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

you are so cute(:
daaaaaaaaaamn.
muahahha

ah.bagos la tuh.
bagos sgt.
..

2008-10-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

shaazraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

happy belated b'day lah!

sry late wish.

muahaha

matae akuuuuuh:DD

muzhaff bby syg shaza.

muahahaha:DD

total tardcrapness man.

evil i am(:

lkjhgfdsasdf

2008-10-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

as life goes on.
im gonna find those answers.
thank you god.

2008-10-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

BRING ME THE HORIZON.

IF CADBURY SELLED TOYS,

WHAT WOULD TAMIYA SELL?

MUAHAHA:DD

pictures perfect

2008-10-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

so many questions,

yet still no answers.

tresure time.

while you still can,

cos ive wasted my whole day.

rayaaa

2008-10-12T01:58:00.000-07:00

i had fun with you guys.

but remember,

im have feelings.

dont just think about yourselfs.

dont be childish.

dont be so 'dengki'.

this is hari raya for god sake.

we are suppose to apolagize and not have this fucking stupid fights.

andand,

i wanna thank;

SHAZA.

DYJA.

NISA.

AQILAH.

SAKINAH.

ASYRAF.

ASYURAH.

GANG NINA.

thanks guys.

you guys are real friends.

thanks for caring.

now i know,

how to choose friends.

and im advising you'all.

CHOOSE WISELY.

CHOOSE FRIENDS THAT DOESNT TALK BACK ABOUT YOU,

THAT DOESNT RUNAWAY FROM YOU WHEN THEY'RE IN NEED.